Your refuse to delude yourself, as your heart begins to contemplate,    that  the   tiny        sliverof your soul, that was spared will soon crumble    and you begin to anticipate.

  That in the blink of an eye, you will cry,
 and the assault on your heart will be only the beginning of the hard part.

  Will it be possible to survive? While devistation consumes you? How  much can you take? Before the remains of the heart you are certain is  dead falls apart and your break.

  In mortal danger of annilhation beyond repair, how could you have  known, the happiness you reveled in would be followed by destruction, you begin to despair.

Then you Finnaly See It....
      The next morning you wake and see, today your life began.
      You see your daughter and your son, and you begin to understand,
      You had your miracle with you, they were right there all along
      All you had to do was look, Because wherever you are, with them,
      Your story will be a happy one. Together the 3 of you will write your
      own happy ending in your little family book.

                     For Rachel My daughter
                         You will Make It I Promise
                                         8-01-09